Newton Bueno Catropa Jr. Simple man, just try to live without sorrow. My tumblr is my hiding place so here are all my feelings and my outbursts. I love music, literature, fine arts and things that work with imagination. I'm 17 years old, live in Brazil and work and study all night, so do not have much time. If you want to know a little about me, read my tumblr. .

 


this is what exactly happen to me. Hipocricy! People ask to you if you feel fine, and don’t thought about how to help you. I don’t care to those peoples, I care for the people know: what I am, what I think and what I feel. But sometimes, these peoples only think about:
-“are u feeling good, man?”
-“no”
-“whats going on?”
-“I dont know man, I know nothing more… I’m so very sad and don’t know how to explain”
-“this is so bored, I know…”.
This is what make me sad, people who care of me, but they don’t know how to help me, I really miss ya my old friends (they know who is in my heart) and I want people who help me in this cases… This is a true friend or lover… Maybe I feel like I’m around of the falses peoples, who wants something mine.

this is what exactly happen to me. Hipocricy! People ask to you if you feel fine, and don’t thought about how to help you. I don’t care to those peoples, I care for the people know: what I am, what I think and what I feel. But sometimes, these peoples only think about:

-“are u feeling good, man?”

-“no”

-“whats going on?”

-“I dont know man, I know nothing more… I’m so very sad and don’t know how to explain”

-“this is so bored, I know…”.

This is what make me sad, people who care of me, but they don’t know how to help me, I really miss ya my old friends (they know who is in my heart) and I want people who help me in this cases… This is a true friend or lover… Maybe I feel like I’m around of the falses peoples, who wants something mine.

Its the first time I fall in love with freedom and completely innocence (the woman I love it helps me feel safe, focusing and very happy when she takes care of me, or when I take care of her. Because this, makes me jump with my head).
She doesn’t know about this, she doesn’t know that this will be a BIG love, because I took everything bad about my old relationship, and promised that I would evolve with theses mistakes…
A last months ago, I saw a sentence: “The man who is ready to love, is the man who is prepared to take care of the woman”. And now, I feel that i’m ready, different about lasts situations, its makes me more strong.
So, this text is about me and my new love :} hope that u enjoy it, thanks :}

Its the first time I fall in love with freedom and completely innocence (the woman I love it helps me feel safe, focusing and very happy when she takes care of me, or when I take care of her. Because this, makes me jump with my head).

She doesn’t know about this, she doesn’t know that this will be a BIG love, because I took everything bad about my old relationship, and promised that I would evolve with theses mistakes…

A last months ago, I saw a sentence: “The man who is ready to love, is the man who is prepared to take care of the woman”. And now, I feel that i’m ready, different about lasts situations, its makes me more strong.

So, this text is about me and my new love :} hope that u enjoy it, thanks :}


It’s such a waste to be wasted
In the first place
I want to taste the taste of
Being face to face with common grace
To meditate on the warmest dream
And when I walk alone I listen
To our secret theme.
Close to my skin
I’m falling in love
Someone who’s been.

It’s such a waste to be wasted

In the first place

I want to taste the taste of

Being face to face with common grace

To meditate on the warmest dream

And when I walk alone I listen

To our secret theme.

Close to my skin

I’m falling in love

Someone who’s been.

Okay, i’ll try once times, but i’m going in the rhythm and a beat of one song, like Pete Doherty do in this gif. “I was never sure was it the liquor or was it my soul?” Maybe this song tells what I feeling now, a pinch of craziness, insecurity and delight (when I play guitar or his song.). But, Death on the stairs is my favorite song, this song are perfect, Carl Barât play as good well in this song. Oh my god, that a lack of creativity this text, shame on me.

Okay, i’ll try once times, but i’m going in the rhythm and a beat of one song, like Pete Doherty do in this gif. “I was never sure was it the liquor or was it my soul?” Maybe this song tells what I feeling now, a pinch of craziness, insecurity and delight (when I play guitar or his song.). But, Death on the stairs is my favorite song, this song are perfect, Carl Barât play as good well in this song. Oh my god, that a lack of creativity this text, shame on me.

 

"The boy kicked out at the world. The world kicked back a lot fucking harder."

- The Libertines

How many times I felt infinite? So many times… But all theses feelings come to my state of mind, state of my dream. And them, all this is a fucking illusion, and me believes in my own lie. I really hate my english language, so sorry. It’s over today.

How many times I felt infinite? So many times… But all theses feelings come to my state of mind, state of my dream. And them, all this is a fucking illusion, and me believes in my own lie. I really hate my english language, so sorry. It’s over today.

Eles dizem que muda quando o sol se põe, mas minha mãe sempre me falou que essa é minha música, desde quando eu tava na 6ª série. Pelo jeito é díficil mudar mesmo… Eu lembro que quando ele bateu o acorde de Sí na 7ª casa, escorreu uma lágrima e eu pensei: When the sun goes down, eu estou vendo, ao mesmo tempo meu celular vibrava e era a menina que eu mais amei me marcava no face dizendo: O Newton deve estar enlouquecendo (sim, eu estava). Não é minha música favorita, mas é a música que mais me emociona assistindo e a que eu mais gosto de tocar. Obrigado por tudo Monkeys!